Today has been average tbh wake up had to go with my family to the doctors pretty boring my step sister seems to busy all day 24/7 ): But i made a friend on newgrounds! wow i atleast have someone to talk to i only really have the people in my family to talk with irl but they are always busy in their game this that etc so im left with no one irl

Anyways if they are always busy then i will make my self busy i have decided to start learning HTML so i can build my own website im also going to contiune in my path of makeing music breakcore etc becuase i need to find stuff to ocupy my self if my step sister is and cant talk to me bc she is always busy then i must become always busy have something like a hobby that im always busy on that i still wish i had friends irl but maybe one day a genie may grant a wish and fix my irl situation god knows but i am going to start learning how to make music so i can improve my songs im going to learn codeing maybe even try to start trying to do drawing i like artworks people can come up with like my pfp i didnt make it but the person who made it let me use it as long as i credit them for it too my step sister is also very very good asf at artworks sometimes id ask her if i could learn from her but..... she busy asf all the time

I guess today has been okay id love if anyone can help me with programing tips on how i can do it music tips etc if anyone wants to chat with me im always open to talk about anything weird stuff etc

Idk why but i love this song Sewerslvt-All the joy in life was gone once you where gone. the title is a feeling ive got before when someone i loved it was a girl in one of my old schools when i was in year 7 back when i had friends before they all turnt on me and lead to eventually becoming this mess irl but anyways her name was Lilly she was so sweet to me liked me even hugged me at times she probably could of ended up as my gf but she left that school moved areas and schools when she left i got the feeling of All the joy in life was gone once you left Tho i never knew about sewerslvt or even breakcore or any of that until this year when i first saw that song with its name i got that memory of her becuase of the title its just so cool how music weather its the title or atmosphere can somehow connect with a person i connect with that songs title and atmosphere it feels so good ive been inspired by sewerslvt goreshit so much other atrists that do breakcore And stuff to want to make my own music in fields of electronic breakcore is what i want to produce but not sure if everything ive made is actually breakcore i mean every project i make has a amen break in it or some kind of sample like that i am working on a EP called No one Likes me 10 songs but i have been off track with makeing music today idk just did not have any ideas probably trommow ill do something or maybe now but im not sure since i want to learn some programing right now html so badly so..

Who ever has read this Thanks im probably gonna post like this every day so yeah id love to talk to people on here if anyone wants to chat with me dm me im open to talk about anything im intrested in music breakcore and electronic and learning programing and drawing since i wanna get into that and electronics too! so thanks for reading this to people who have read all of this Bye Have a good day or night for me its night idk about yous